I buried my child 15 years ago — then I hired a man at my store who looked EXACTLY like the son I had lost. My son, Barry, died when he was only eleven years old. That kind of pain never really goes away. After that, I never had any more children. I was too afraid. Maybe it was the memories of Barry that made me do what I did. I was going through resumes for a janitor position at my store when I saw HIM. It was the resume of a 26-year-old man. His application had a seven-year gap in his work history. He had been in prison. His name was Barry, too, just like my son’s. But that wasn’t what caught my attention. It was his photo. I could have sworn he looked like my son would have looked if he were alive today. I called Barry in for an interview. "I made mistakes; I paid for them. I just want a chance to prove I’m not that person anymore," he told me. He looked so much like my son that it felt like I was sitting across from him. When I hired him, my wife was furious. "WHY WOULD YOU HIRE AN EX-CON?! What if he robs us?" But Barry never gave me a single reason to doubt him. He always showed up fifteen minutes early. He did everything perfectly. He was polite and decent. Before I even realized it, we had started growing close. He came over for dinner. Sometimes even for the weekend. I could see that my wife was angry about it. But I didn’t pay attention. I finally had the chance to spend time with a son again, even if I wasn’t his biological father. One evening, Barry came over for dinner. When he suddenly dropped his fork, my wife suddenly shouted: "HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO KEEP LYING? When are you finally going to tell him the truth?!" "Honey, enough," I said. "NO, NOT ENOUGH! How dare you lie to my husband and not tell him WHAT YOU DID TO HIS REAL SON?" My heart stopped. Barry had a STRANGE expression on his face, not looking at me. "Barry, what is she talking about?" I asked. He finally looked up at me. And what he said next nearly made me faint.....To be continued in the comments
Karen was not overjoyed.
Even though I wasn’t Barry’s biological father, it felt like a father spending time with his son.
I couldn’t shake the feeling.
Karen was also aware. It didn’t appeal to her.
I believe that actually infuriated her. Every time Barry entered the room, I could see the strain on her face.
However, I disregarded it.
One evening, the truth was finally revealed.
I couldn’t shake the feeling.
By that point, Barry had been over a lot, but when he arrived that evening, something felt different. He appeared anxious and preoccupied. Barry merely picked at his food as the rest of us sat at the table and ate.
Abruptly, his fork fell out of his grasp and hit the plate with a clatter.
Karen’s hand smacked against the table. She abruptly said, “How long are you going to keep lying?” “When are you finally going to tell him the truth?”
I looked at her bewildered. “Honey, enough.”How much longer will you continue to lie?
She wasn’t finished, though.”No, it’s insufficient,” she yelled. “How could you mislead my husband about what you did to his genuine son? Before you go, tell him what you told me the last time. Barry was here the other day while you were in the loo, and I challenged him about it. He admitted it. I didn’t want to hurt you, so I kept it a secret until now. However, I can no longer keep this to myself.
Barry gazed at the table.
My voice was hardly audible. “Barry,” I murmured slowly, “what is she talking about?”
Barry didn’t respond for a few seconds and had an odd look on his face. At last, he turned to face me. I almost fell out of my chair after hearing what he said next.Before you go, tell him what you told me the last time.””She’s correct,” Barry muttered.”What are you saying?” I enquired.
Barry took a deep breath. “He wasn’t meant to be there. Your son, that is.
Karen broke down in tears. The scream was unadulterated and agonising, the kind that results from years of suppressed rage.
I clutched the table’s edge.